the FYA WYA adventures!

A post for a special woman...

2012-01-15T12:34:00.001-08:00

This is a post... for a special woman...

A special woman... named Tia-mou...

And if she see's... this special woman...

She'll glow more red than... a bum of a baboon!

Yes it's a post... for a special woman...

She looks amazing... smokin' hot and wild...

And when she smiles... my special woman...

She makes me redder... than a hippie's style!

update.... aaaaaaahalelujah

2011-07-07T08:13:00.001-07:00

Dunno when the last time I posted here was... so let's get to it...

College is over... done... dealt with... finito... the end... aaahhhhhalelujah

And Uni begins after august...

August... I go to Africa for 2 weeks on August 20th...

August 20th... the date Tia goes home... because she'll be here from August 3rd

yes... August 3rd - August 20th... x3 I get Tia all to myself IN PERSON

I'm so happy about it! The patience is driving me nuts

but at the same time, I'm satisfied with where I am...

^___^

Birthday was yesyerday... yay...

I wanna go out and get PORTAL 2 YAY

haha

Laterz

The animated intro

2011-03-26T13:19:00.000-07:00

Storyboards intro and part 1

2011-03-26T08:56:00.000-07:00

PICTARR! =3

2011-03-26T05:34:00.001-07:00

It's a motherboard... in a phone... hee hee =3

Haven't been here for a while

2011-03-18T06:09:00.000-07:00

aah well :P

2011-01-10T14:28:00.000-08:00
:(

missin' her more than I've ever missed anyone.

I don't know what it is... but somethin inside me thinks it's love...

The way we linked arms... the way she rested her head on my shoulder... the way I rubbed her hands... ^__^ <3

But now I have to wait 'til spring/easter 2012... that's MONTHS away! :(

So far, I've counted 3 days... :(

What would make a good/awesome INCEPTION game?

2010-12-24T11:33:00.000-08:00

A lot of people say, 'INCEPTION would make a terrible game!'

I agree.

If you make a follow on plot or even repeat the plot of the film, it'd kinda suck...

BUT FEAR NOT, FRIENDS!

I am RIGHT NOW going to INVENT an INCEPTION GAME that'd be BOSS!
so... here we go...

INCEPTION: THE VIDEO GAME

Two words people...

NAZI ZOMBIES

Oh yes.

There is only one way I can see a game like this playing out, and that's through a whole

game following the style of the infamous title NAZI ZOMBIES.

Although this game primarily focuses on the endless slaughter of wave after wave of

zombies, seeing how long you can last, it is one of the most popular video game 'mini-

games' ever made. period.

We know that projections will attack like mad dogs.

SO a game where wave after wave of projections, getting stronger and stronger as they

progress, would make (in theory) an awesome game!

Now let's make it a little more interesting! cue map building!

In INCEPTION, the architect BUILDS the dream... so how awesome could it be that you

build the dream (design the map using a group of props and open land... a little bit like

THE SIMS or HALO: REACH)

You design and build your own map... like a maze... and then play it with your friends.

You can control the weather, the time of day, the envionment, the props, the buildings,

the lack of buildings... EVRYTHING!

Anything you could possibly dream up (see what I did there?)

Alright! Game's looking good... so let's add a few other interesting things.

In INCEPTION, you are in a dream, and in a dream, you make the rules...
So let's add this... a LIMBO MENU!

When you shoot/kill a projection, you get points. In the limbo menu, you can SPEND

these points and dream up new, better weapons!

BUT there is a CATCH!

If YOU spend points and dream up a new weapon, then in the next round, there will spawn

a VERY strong projection. For every item bought, a new, strong projection is brought up.

Make sure you don't create too many, as they can be a challenge to defeat.

YOU: so what happens when/if you die!?

Ahaa!

If you die, you drop into LIMBO!

(limbo is a blank area where you can build and create anything you want)

YOU: What? But how do you get out and back into the game?

WELL
Someone still in the game must stand over your body and give you a kick (holding a

certain button).

When the person is in position and holding the button, you (in limbo) will hear the song

'non, je ne regrette rien'

During the playing of this music, you (in limbo) must kill yourself.

If the person still alive, for any reason, ceases to hold the button, then you will miss the

kick and must wait for the next attempt at kicking you back.

... SO WHAT DO YOU THINK!? :D

work? WORK!

2010-12-08T06:20:00.000-08:00

Why am I not drawing!? I must do WORK!

Video Game Music

2010-11-10T07:19:00.000-08:00

GUESS WHAT!

I WROTE MUSIC FOR A GAME THAT WE'RE DOING IN COLLEGE!

HERE IT IS!

ENJOY! :D

walkthrough:
http://www.newgrounds.com/audio/listen/374908

shooting game:
http://www.newgrounds.com/audio/listen/375103

I also tested my musical game abilities on the video game FREELANCER.

The computer looks for the audio file and plays it in game.
So if I put my own music in the place of one of their tracks, in theory, the computer should play my track.

AND IT DID!

Will test these out on that game :)
Laters

So yesh... it has been a while...

2010-10-21T07:23:00.000-07:00

My bad.

But think about it this way.

The reason I post here, is because I generally have stuff I need to get off my chest.

So, by not posting here, I had squat to get off my chest! :D

But yeah... :P

LIFE UPDATE:

Education: College rocks... ish. Yeah, it's fun n' all, but I wish we could do more practical stuff. We don't do that anymore. I wanna freakin' play piano in my music lessons! And I wanna make movies n' stuff.

Career: Illustrating rocks... ish. Yeah, it's fun n' all, but I thought I was illustrating one book with no deadline, not the freakin' one book a week for 8 weeks! And I wanna make movies n' stuff.

PERSONAL: Piano rocks... ish. Yeah, it's fun n' all, but I'd much rather be sat behind a camera making a feature length movie that I have all planned in my head that sittin' behind a keyboard and waiting for my producers to gimme a freakin' green light! And I WANNA MAKE MOVIES N' STUFF!

Will be hanging out with a babe soon, me thinks. xD
(inside joke)

laters y'all...

by y'all, I mean all two of you!

My Soundtrack - "Inspired Soul"

2010-10-01T16:01:00.000-07:00

COOUUGGHHHH :C

2010-09-27T07:51:00.000-07:00

Sickness making meh loopy... :\

I'm bored... my head hurts... my eyes hurt... my throat hurts...

...

did i say mah head hurts? yeh? well it does... >:C

nose snifflies aren't as bad... still...

left college early because i couldn't cope with it all >.<

And now everyone is in college learning and I'm stuck home.

Unable to do anything because it hurts to do everything. >.<

So boored! >:C

Am gonna go write...

TIMELINE'S final post.

2010-09-25T06:42:00.000-07:00

So I kinda found my 'timeline' on my computer... unfinished.

And I decided to finish it.

So I did.

yeh... here's the completed thing.

Began July 15th 2009
Ended August 15th 2010

JULY 15th 2009 - Sgste and FMG become friends. FMG promises to keep Sgste's first
picture of her forever.
JULY 17th 2009 - Ste learns FMG's real name.
SEPT 8th 2009 - Tam recieves MSN video and says she will post response.
SEPT 26th 2009 - Ste mentions crush on Lucy.
OCT 21st 2009 - Tam and Shel get together. Ste realises he really likes Tam.
NOV 28th 2009 - Ste mentions Lucy's new BF, Luke.
DEC 1st 2009 - Ste gets new nickname, Fya Wya.
DEC 3rd 2009 - Tam gets new nickname, Mara.
DEC 6th 2009 - Shel breaks up with Mara.
DEC 23rd 2009 - Brian catches Mara on the rebound.
(between 24/12/2009 and 5/2/2010, mara and brian split)
FEB 6th 2010 - Mara realises she really likes Fya Wya
FEB 9th 2010 - Mara realises she STILL hasn't made that video response.
FEB 16th 2010 - Mara drops a hint. Fya Wya misses it. ¬_¬
FEB 20th 2010 - Birth of the fairy princess.
FEB 23rd 2010 - Mara leaves 'ily!' at the end of her message. Fya Wya misses it. >:\
FEB 28th 2010 - Fya Wya and Mara both start ending messages with 'yours...'
MAR 2nd 2010 - Fya Wya catches Mara on Facebook chat for the first time.
MAR 4th 2010 - Fya Wya plans to call Mara on the phone.
MAR 5th 2010 - Mara explains she has been 'stalking' Fya Wya. He picks up. :D
MAR 7th 2010 - Fya Wya recieves the biggest hug ever.
MAR 9th 2010 - Fya Wya calls Mara.
MAR 10th 2010 - Birth of the 'over weight' smiley.
MAR 11th 2010 - The 'laundry basket' theory is put in place.
MAR 12th 2010 - Collab video is FINALLY uploaded. Fya Wya and Mara end messages
with an 'X'
MAR 13th 2010 - Smiley is now named 'Chubby Smiley' Webcam meeting planned.
MAR 15th 2010 - Fya Wya complete's his first poem for Mara. 'Miss Mara Lynn'
MAR 17th 2010 - Fya Wya responds with 'lovez' and Mara does the same.
MAR 22nd 2010 - Mara leaves a heart at the end of her message. The deed is done.
MAR 26th 2010 - Webcam fail.Fya Wya promises a super hug.
MAR 30th 2010 - Mara becomes a fairy princess.
APR 2nd 2010 - Webcam fail. YouTube messages end.
APR 5th 2010 - Mara goes to California for a week. no internet.
(every day for the next week, Fya Wya leaves Mara a video)
APR 13th 2010 - Mara returns.
APR 18th 2010 - Mara loses Skype due to computer problems. Fya Wya explains how
much he loves her.
APR 20th 2010 - Fya Wya and Mara meet up on Facebook chat.
APR 24th 2010 - Its final... ginger's are cute...
MAY 1st 2010 - Fya Wya and Mara begin blowing kisses to one another.
MAY 3rd 2010 - Chubbz becomes a couple with former Mara stalker, Matthew. Mix
Tape short is a GO!
MAY 4th 2010 - Fya Wya and Mara change their status' to 'in a relationship.' ^_^
MAY 11th 2010 - Fya Wya dreamt of Mara. Mara wishes she gets a dream of Fya Wya.
MAY 18th 2010 - Mara calls Fya Wya her hero. Fya Wya responds with a cute picture.
MAY 19th 2010 - Fya Wya decides to make an origami Mara. Looks for tutorial.
MAY 22nd 2010 - Fya Wya finds tutorial.
MAY 23rd 2010 - Fya Wya makes shirt/pants. Mix tape is completed.
MAY 26th 2010 - Fya Wya posts a bunch of artwork/poetry all aimed at Mara. She loves
them.
MAY 27th 2010 - Ye Olde English FTW
MAY 29th 2010 - Mara finally has a dream of Fya Wya. Her perfect date. All is noted for future use.
JUN 18th - Fya Wya has the longest convo with Mara yet.
JUN 23rd - Fya Wya and Mara write their first story together.
JUL 7th - Fya Wya and Mara write their second story together.
JUL 21st - Fya Wya and Mara write their third story together.
JUL 25th - Fya Wya and Mara write their last story, before quitting.
JUL 26th - Fya Wya and Mara put God first.
AUG 4th - Mara goes on holday.
AUG 6th - Fya Wya goes on holiday.
AUG 13th - Mara returns.
AUG 14th - Fya Wya returns.
AUG 15th - Fya Wya and Mara seperate.

The end of something beautiful.

Composing

2010-09-23T02:37:00.000-07:00

I don't really wanna be a composer...

And yet, it's the most fun I've ever had.

Still...

When I write music, I want it to be from within me...

And so I wrote a piece... 'Wren's Song'

That came from inside me.

And then a girl asked me to write her a song.

She wanted it done for February...

...

I've just completed it xD

Don't get me wrong... it isn't rushed.

But the melody perfectly suits her character.

I'm not 100% happy with it, so I'll re-do it...

But the melody is staying the same... EXCLAMATION MARK

Yeh

And now, another friend wants me to compose one for her. xD

The thing is (and I love describing it this way) she has more sides than a POLYGON!
xD

So... what to do... what to do...

1. What are her sides?
2. What style of music suits each side?
3. How do I blend them together... (via a story)
So basically, I'll look up her character in my story (which she isn't a main attraction in tbh... just a voice on a screen)
I'll see how it works out anywho...

LATERS!

2010-09-14T12:01:00.001-07:00

Lost...

2010-09-14T09:54:00.000-07:00

Ok... am really lost now... xD

In college today, we did some 3D modeling... ALL DAY!

Now I don't like it... sure, it's a fun past time, but I rarely do it. 3D modeling just isn't my forte and I don't want it to be...

... anyway...

So I overheard a conversation (can it even be called that?)

...

So I over heard a retaliation from our tutor to a student that kinda went somwething like this...

TUTOR: Now get to work!
STUDENT: What if we can't do 3D modeling?
TUTOR: Then you're on the wrong course!

...

It's not that I can't do it... I know if I put my mind to it(and if I actually listen to the tutor), I can do it... in fact, I was helping out TWO people today!

The thing is... I don't want to be a 3D artist on a game.

I want to design the plots and story lines. I want to design the ideas... Sort of like a concept design guy.

So... is it the right course?

I mean... during the one unit we did were I GOT to design a story(the only games unit I got a distinction in), the 3D modelers got a separate unit to do.

So why can't I get a separate unit here!? >:(

...

Maybe I should have taken a writing course... or a film course, since I want to be a director...

now that I've started 2nd year, I can't just quit...

I don't want to either... I love my class! They (mostly) rock!

WHAT DO I DOOO!? bleh ¬_¬

Gonna go put my music on YouTube... laters...

wanna... what a wierd word...

2010-09-07T11:26:00.000-07:00

Words Cannot Explain from Stephen Sammons on Vimeo.

embedding... 'cos I dunt wanna rush to vimeo every time I wanna watch this...

So this short movie is written and directed by me.

Part of my college coursework.

May favourite part.

The part that made me say 'gee whizz I wanna be a director!'

FIRE for GOD... and a FIRE for His MOVIE! :D

2010-09-02T09:27:00.000-07:00

Recently, I've been really on fire for this movie...

I don't know why I'm so fired up, but I'm REALLY hoping it gets put through.

The idea of it is so brilliant... the plot and everything...

So yes... I can't wait until this movie is taken by the horns and built into an incredible production for God to use.

SO! Here's what I've done recently.

1. I've learnt to change the screen ratio from 16:9 (widescreen) to that SUPER widescreen (can't remember the figures)

2. I've learnt how to make digital footage look cinematic.

3. I've finally discovered the style of music I want to use!

This is EXACTLY the style I want!
Strong drum beat. Electric guitar. Rock!
And then in intervals, maybe a few classic instruments, like strings!
(Strings can easily be simulated by a keyboard. YES!)

OMYGOSH this is BEYYOOTEFUL!

I was selfish...

2010-08-31T09:12:00.000-07:00

There's a problem with the world.

There's a problem with everyone in it.

There's a problem with everything.

And you know what? Instead of going out there and helping fix the problem, I look at myself and make myself feel bad.

How more selfish could I be?

I have the one true God on my side... so how can I look at my problems!?

If I busy myself with other people's problems and help fix THEM, it takes my mind off MY problems.

I will let God deal with my problems and my fights instead of fighting them alone or running away.

And while He's doing that, I'll help everyone else who needs Him, and yet don't have Him.

I know many people who are Godless, and I know many who have God, but they just don't know when to let Him take control.

Therefor, I will help them get right with God, and in doing so, maybe I can get right with God too... yeah... I want to get right with God too...

...

Alone

2010-08-26T02:12:00.000-07:00

Yep... that's me...

I kinda figured out why every day, I sit at my computer and do nothing all day.

I figured out why I would rather do this than go to town with friends.

...

It's because I have no friends to go to town with. Don't believe me?

Ok...

I have DD... but she's in America.

I have Janine... she's at camp.

I have Lucy... no wait... her BF hates me. Forget Lucy...

I have David... wait, is that it? I love David, but I can't spend every day with him.

And then there's the fact that it is now expensive to do anything.

So what if you go to town? What is there to do other than spend money!?

A walk in the park would be nice... I mean awkward...

Thee is absolutely flip-all to do in this world that does not include money going down a drain and being lost forever more to the stench of this crummy world.

In CFS, I was a loner. I barely hung out with anyone. Hence no friends.
In College, I'm a loner. Pretty much keep myself to myself. Hence no friends.
In Church... Don't get me STARTED about church...
OK... whatever... you asked for it... ¬_¬
In church... I am the ONLY member of my age. The other two closest to my age are 13 and 21... WAY to far away...

-_-

I just want to be able to wake up, slip out a phone, call a few guys/girls, say,
'HEY! AM MAKING A SHORT MOVIE? WANNA HELP?'
Hear their reply of 'sure' and all meet up somewhere to shoot it.

THAT is all I want. And when I become a director, THAT'S what I'll get.

But until then...

I guess I'm just a loner...

... sorry, God... I would have mentioned you... but my relationship with you is a little different. Thanks for being there anyways. :)

My moov- ... sorry... GOD'S moovie! ^_^

2010-08-25T02:47:00.000-07:00

I keep calling it my movie.

In all honesty, it isn't my movie at all.

I'm basically the envelope. God put the message inside me, He will deliver me, and all I gotta do is hold on tight. ^_^

So yes, it is my movie in the sense that as an envelope, the letter is in my keeping.
but it's also God's movie as he gave it to me to keep.

(that envelope was an awesome analogy! Just saying...)
So yerp... ;D

I got a request from someone who wanted to take part in my movie.

I'm happy for them to take part, and I even offered them the job of composer.

The thing is...

1. My producers have a BIG say in stuff, and I think there is a guy they might have in mind for the job. He was the first guy that came to my mind too...

2. Again, It's not MY film, it's GOD'S film. Therefor, He probably has the right people in mind for certain roles.

Therefor, I asked her to make sure it was what GOD wanted, that she take the role. If it is what God wants, then my producers will have no problem with her doing the score. If it ISN'T what God wants, then we'll all know it...

I know 100% that I will make this film. But then again, I was 100% that I'd love Tamara forever...

...

So... I'm going to trust God with His film and we'll have to wait and see how it all turns out.

Faith is the key.

I love it when a taught plan comes together! :D

2010-08-22T07:18:00.000-07:00

Have to get this all down. ya know... cos it's a movie...

MOVIE!

MY movie is 23 scenes long (not including credits)

This means that each scene is around 3-4 minutes long.

That means that my movie is gonna be about 92 minutes long.

Did I say a half hour movie? No...

I said An HOUR AND A HALF! *happy!*

SO!

Think about it. For me to make a 3-4 minute SHORT FILM... it takes me about 1 day.

INCLUDING EDITING!

So... that means that with my production team, I can make my movie SCENE BY SCENE

It will take about 23 days of shooting, give or take.

BUT if we do one day a week... then it'd take 23 weeks... give or take...

And then there's editing.

EDITING!

It'd be pretty hard to edit 500-800 shots on one time line. It'd take forever.

So what if I rendered each SCENE on its own, and then at the end, put all the scenes together and render only 23 clips in one time line.

That final render may take 24 hours... but who cares!? :D

That also leaves room for SOUNDTRACK!

SOUNDTRACK!

The soundtrack is gonna be simplistic and easy, but I have a lot of my name in the credits as it is. So if anyone out there feels like they could produce a soundtrack (and remember, kids... this is very important... you will have but a week to produce a track for each scene...)

If I finish shooting and editing, then I can hand the footage to someone for the soundtrack for the rest of the week while I begin shooting and editing the next scene. I then hand that and prepare the next... etc.

YAY!

'I love it when a taught plan comes together!' - Liam Neeson.

me up too early. me tired. me no write right.

2010-08-21T01:43:00.000-07:00

Woke up too early...

got a few hours before setting out...

A few means 2.5

uurrggghhhh

Me not know what to write...

So me write about my life.
___________
OCCUPATION: My life go swell. Except that I don't know what to do. Me think me go be director. It what me want to do. Mom 'aint pleased. She don't want me to take job that might not go so well, and end with me screwed.
___________
LITERATURE: uuggghh, that word too long for this morning.
___________
LOVE LIFE: Still single. Me have dream about fake girl Miranda. She tanned and beautiful. Weird. Me also dream about kissing close friend. (Don't worry... it isn't you.) Woke up in shivers. Me not eat Magnum before bed next time.
___________
So that 'bout it. Am going to see Boulton and DeVenter to watch movie. DeVenter wants me to fix her problems too, so God willing, that will go A.O.K.
:)

Also gotta give this present to someone.
Knowing they just got an iPhone touch off someone else kinda makes this thing look worthless... xD
Aah well... let her BF spend loads on her. I just got her what she asked for. :P

Also got mah presents for Janine. ^_^
Me thinks she'll like them.

End.

replied it... thought it worked here...

2010-08-16T01:45:00.001-07:00

I think I realize that this isn't going to be as easy as I once thought. Hence my 'oh no' the other night. I woke up this morning, and realized I wouldn't be getting a message from her.

:(

It's not that I'm gonna cry myself to sleep. It's just re-adjusting. I don't want to straight away go out and find someone to call 'love', but I don't want to be cooped up alone anymore. Not after what I've experienced in the past three-four months.

'Two Different Directions'

2010-08-16T01:39:00.001-07:00

They say they love each other, and I've no doubt they do.
They say they'll always be together. That may not be true.
They come from different places. Different points of view.
Each one comes from different spaces. Everything is all brand new.

Two different Directions. Too many different ways.
One always wants to go somewhere. The other one always stays.
Too often unhappy. Too often on their own.
When you are moving in different directions, true love is all alone.

...

Need I say more?

Single

2010-08-15T07:49:00.000-07:00

Yup. You heard right. Single. That's me.

I'm not sad that I'm no longer dating Tam. God gave me plenty of warning that it was coming to an end.

This includes the first verse (and chorus) to the song 'Two Different Directions' by John Denver.

And other stuff.

I think what we felt at first was, 'I haven't talked to this person in a while. This strange feeling must be love'

and it was... but it wasn't a 'love you forever' love. It wasn't a 'I want to marry you love', or if it was, it couldn't have lasted.

Who knows about the future? Who knows what will happen?

I don't.

I don't know whether I will ever see her. And if I do, I will be thoroughly happy.
But for now, we're just kids. For now, we're not able to experience what other lovers do.

So it's ended. We are no longer together. Know that I'm not ashamed.

Everything we experienced has been amazing, and the things that weren't have taught us lessons of the future. I would not take past the past 3-4 months. Never.

My college story will remain the same. Why? Because it's true.
Am not gonna change it because I feel different now than I did then.

Am not gonna destroy everything I ever shared with her. My YouTube videos, my songs and all those other doodahs shall remain. I want her to be a memory. Not a regret.

That's it. That's all I have to say about that.

I have no-one in mind for 'future love'
I don't even have a crush.

I'm just plain old me.

:)

BAAAAAAACCCCCKKKKK!!!!

2010-08-14T13:45:00.000-07:00

Lot's of awesomeness happened while I was internet-less and phone-less in wales.

SO! IT'S TIME FOR A LIST!!! :D

1. I FINALLY finished my Nephilim story. AT LAST! YAAAAYYY!!!!

2. I wrote a song. WOOHOO! My second song! It's AWESOME!!! :D

3. I have written the SCENE PLAY for my Christian movie titled 'The Prisoner'

and finally

4. (not good news for me, but whatever) My blood sister is engaged.
Yeah... cool...

The end.

(miss mah Tamm ♥)

Religious wars, End times and Underground thieves... Welcome to my world. :D

2010-08-02T05:52:00.000-07:00

So I decided to create a WHOLE NEW story, using inspiration I myself have had, and certain time periods and efforts given to me from another source.

As I've told you guys before (you guys meaning a very possible, at the most, 3 people...), I have been given the plot to a MOVIE!

Well, having written the history to the movie, I decided to use 3 characters which I had designed previously to create a MEGA MASSIVE SUPER STORY PLOT. :D

It will take place after the events of the movie, and will take place in
LONDON/CYPRUS/LIBYA

:D

So... I dont want to post the plot here... not yet...
BUT

I am willing to post the HISTORY of the RELIGIOUS WARS!
(my prologue)

HISTORY: In the year 2012, the ten largest governments of the world joined together to form 'The Allegiance'. As part of this allegiance, the ten governments agreed to one currency, one method of payment and, after some debate, one religion. As the governments fought, the leader of all ten (whom non would admit is in charge, and yet all would willingly die for) decides it shall be Atheism. As all are in agreement, all other religions are shunned. All over the world, Christians, Muslims and Jews are rejected, attacked and shunned. Eventually, the government decides to hunt down all religious groups, and they turn into hiding.

Bibles, Torah's, Koran's and other religious texts are burnt, and all religious believers executed without trial. In some countries, instead of going underground, religious gangs began forming and attacking the military forces of the world. So began 'The Religious Wars'. Gangs of Muslims, Jews and Christians began teaming together to fight the government. Others began fighting one another. All in all, the world is in chaos.

So!? What do you think!? :D

Inspration galore...

2010-07-30T10:20:00.000-07:00

I've been so inspired to do stuff lately! :D

On Saturday, I'm going into town (church street) to do a performance with a friends church. We're going to do a mime sketch. It rocks... like... seriously... really cool.

Also, last Sunday, I was given the whole plot, twists and all, for a movie! :D
I want to perform it, but there's a lot of stuff that needs to be prepared and set up and stuff... so hopes up on that... ^_^

Thirdly, I'd been trying to plan a plot for a new story. I had ideas and back stories, but no plot. It was driving me CRAZY! >.<
But then it just came to me (while I was walking to see my [possible] future producer for the above mentioned film)

So yerr... lots to do, lots to do. ^_^

YAY!

Finally... I have finally decided to tell my parents about mah GF...
Dunno how that'll go... we're nearing the beginning of our fourth month now...

Am trusting God to give me the perfect opportunity... ^_^"
I'm very nervous...

Thank you, Lord...

2010-07-26T03:52:00.000-07:00

'Create in me a clean heart, oh God, and renew a right spirit within me.

Cast me not away from thy presence, oh Lord. Take not thy Holy Spirit from me.

Restore unto me the joy of your salvation and renew a right spirit within me.'

- Psalm 51 (sung by Keith Green. written by King David)

God has forgiven me... He's brought me closer to Him...

and He has brought her closer to Him also.

Now, we want to put Him first... ^__^ ♥

I'm a monster...

2010-07-25T08:02:00.000-07:00

I'm a horrible monster...

I was so wrapped up in my writing... so wrapped up in making her feel good... I didn't notice it.

And now, I'm worried...

She contacted me, telling me that we've gone too far.

But she's giving me a second chance, thank our Holy God who has looked at what I have become!

I'm sorry, God! I'm so sorry! What have I done?

I've taken your sacred act and have estranged it... I've made it public and worse, I've shamed her!

Lord, you know the sincerity of my heart is more than words can describe...

Please, Lord God... save me...

And Lord God... let this work... let me and her remain just as close without needing to kiss and touch as we have done in the past

I know it was only writing, but it's just the same... whether written or real...

I have sinned...

and only you can save me...

>.<

please...

Late night? Don't think so...

2010-07-24T04:32:00.001-07:00

...

okay... so I went to bed at 8.00am

xD

I don't care... I was wide awake the whole time, and hanging with my dearly beloved!

... let me see how it went...

She came online at... 1.00am maybe?

We spent the first few hours playing crazy games. ^_^

Okay... I know they're obsessive, addictive and stuff... but their not THAT addictive that you play them for 4 hours! xD

So yerr! :/

At one point during this drawing game, it was just me and her alone...
So we decided to write each other little messages! ^__^

It was awesome... until some random people appeared who we didn't know...
And I left a message for my girl whilst they watched. >.<

It was OK though...

After we left the gaming (at about 5.00am!!! FOUR HOURS!) We had a little technical problems... And at 4.30, we shared our love fests.

It was about 5.50 when we started to write a 'mini' epic. ^_^
Lasted 'til about 7.00am and was amaziiing!
(not our best... but still as exciting!)

...

and then we just spent that last half hour or so with 'intense' love fest. ;)

...

It was all worth it though... and wouldn't trade any of it for the world... ^_^
...
well...

maybe I would have spent less time playing that stupid game. xD xD xD

OZMIFLIPPIN' GOOSHUMZ

2010-07-21T02:20:00.000-07:00

ooooooohh my... :P

I'm in love, we all know...

But now?

I guess there's two kinds of love.

Spiritual
and
Physical

Well, my spiritual love for her has well destroyed my love-o-meter.

And now, I think my physical love-o-meter has also hit the roof.

^____^

I never knew I could sit alone with her and write such a thing!

...

don't you dare even think of asking to read it, sister Mayers. ;P

BAAACK!

2010-07-16T02:32:00.003-07:00

Can't be bothered going over why I was gone for three days...

So lets not dwell in the past...

I'm back, and no-one can stop me...

go on...

...

I dare you.

Midnight revelation

2010-07-08T01:11:00.001-07:00

At exactly midnight, I had a spiritual revelation.

I got up and wrote it down immediately.
Now, am sharing it...

People tend to say, 'God watches you when you sin.'
It's to make you feel guilt, but it's not exactly true.

The Bible tells us that God cannot look at sin.
As Jesus, His own son, died on the cross, and ALL the sins of the world, past present and future were placed on him, God had no choice but to turn away.
(hence the phrase, 'My God. My God. Why have you forsaken me?')

So when you sin, God isn't perving and staring at you, making you feel the guilt...

nope...

He's turned His back on you. Because you, in turn, have turned your back on Him.

And that's when you lose His protection.
That's why the Devil takes his chances.
That's why things start to go wrong.

And until we accept God back and apologize for what we've done...

...

And so I leave you with the lyrics to a beautiful Ray Boltz song...
... to make you think...

'Do You still feel the nails,
Every time I fail?
Do you hear the crowd cry 'crucify' again?
Am I causing you pain?
I know I've got to change!
Because I just can't bare the thought of hurting You.'

Berfdee and Literature stuffz...

2010-07-05T23:00:00.000-07:00

Like... omigosh...

It's mah berfdee... And last night (at 12.00am) I screamed at whoever I was typing to.
'ITS MY BIRTHDAAAYYY!!!!'

Which probably wasn't the best idea, since we were writing an intense love scene.

I mean seriously... this was INTENSE.

Had you read my last one, you'd have thought,
'Holy cow... that is intense!'
Then reading this one, you'd think,
'HOLY HANNAH! *slapz* these two must REALLY love each other!'

But it's truueee!!! I do love her!

I love her with ALL my heart! And I'm afraid God's gonna have to share my soul with her. ^____^

♥ ♥ ♥

The first best thing that ever happened to me, was that I was saved.
But running VERY close, is the fact that I found her! ^___^

Love you!!! ♥

Love... ^__________^

2010-07-05T02:47:00.000-07:00

Okay! So MONDAY is the day!!! ^_^ ♥ ♥ ♥

No... Monday is NOT my birthday...
No... Monday is NOT the day my story is finished...
No... Monday is NOT independence day...
No... Monday is not... well... actually... it IS a friends birthday...
No... Monday is... well... again, it actually IS today...
But yeh...

MONDAY is the DAY i get to SPEAK to my DEARLY BELOVED! ^_^ ♥ ♥ ♥

From SEVEN until MIDNIGHT!!! That's FIVE HOURS!!!
And hopefully longer, since my birthday begins at midnight, but I don't actually turn seventeen until 1.47am

So yerr... ^_^

LOVE who took me by surprise...
you now take off your wise disguise!
And give to me, a girl so fine,
oh Thank you Lord, for now she's MINE! ♥

^________^

80th post - My mistakes... and my blessings...

2010-06-24T14:48:00.001-07:00

80th post.

Should be celebrating... but I made a mistake today...

... thankfully, God intervened and fixed it before it could become horrid.

So, thanks buddy! I owe ya another one! ^_^

Here's the story:

See, I was unable to read my message from Tamara, and so I decided to scour our little collab channel. It was fun... And I decided to draw her... so I got a video of my beloved and started to draw.

Unfortunately, that's when it began. I know my dearly beloved is in a group collab titled 'the charming society' and that's cool!
Get to see her every friday! ^_^
But it also appears my love is in another one! :D
So as I watch her videos, I realise one name keeps popping up.

'Patrick'

Who is this Patrick? I know she talks to a Patrick on twitter quite a bit. Same one?
Curious, I do a bit of exploring, and much to my unexplained horror, I realise these two are close.

Hearts? 'I love you'? O.O
I felt suddenly heart broken.
'It can't be true! I'#m being over dramatic!' I growl to myself, but Satan got a hold of me and twisted my mind. Twisted it real good.

I was almost ready to cry. But I didn't. I let it turn into rage instead. Writing an email of 'Please explain!' I let it vent through a poem.
I was in so much pain... it was excruciating...
I couldn't wait until tomorrow, so I asked this 'Patrick' about it and waited for a response. And waited. And waited.

After trying to contact a fellow classmate for reassurance... and failing... I finally decided to leave. I did.

On my way to drama, I stuck my headphones in and blasted Christian music. The only way to release properly.
Turns out, all the way, I talked with God. I literally walked with Him. He helped me out... cheered me up and made me happier.

So I spent the day having forgotten the whole thing. And when I finally remembered, I received confirmation that Tamara and Patrick were simply like brother and sister to each other.

And so now, I await a response to my apology, praying that I have been forgiven.

^_^

Confidence? Smexiness? I am these things!?

2010-06-22T10:24:00.000-07:00

Oh mah gorsh...

Last night (Monday night) the true me was revealed. At first, I was scared she wouldn't like it... but she did...

In fact, it was then I discovered the new her too...

Man, we are no longer the same two people who met just under a year ago!

...

When I was dating a girl we'll name 'Anna', it took me just about 3 months to muster up the courage to kiss her cheek. And this was after she had kissed mine.

I'm just not the sexy kind... I'm into the whole 'physical connection' and I love holding hands and such, but I was always scared when it came to kissing.

But last night, I wrote out a roleplay situation.

It started very simple. Run away from that stalker, and sit side by side on a log.

Pick a flower and put in her hair.

And then it started the spice up.

Kiss her shoulder. Kiss her cheek. Kiss her lips/

And then we had no control.

She liked every post, even though I would read back and say,
'What the heck am I writing here!?'

I soon decided enough was enough when both our jeans lay strewn over the log and our shirts were gone, revealing her leaning over me.

I wasn't gonna turn this to full blown intercourse!

She agreed that it was best to stop, but oooh my...

I think we were both turned on by that story...

and I think deep down, we both want it to come true... ♥

__________________________________________________________
Oh yeh... and you...

yes you! You short one with dark hair!

...

At least it wasn't a rape situation!

... end of!

xD

2010-06-19T14:22:00.000-07:00

Hostility

2010-06-13T07:02:00.000-07:00

I hate hostility... especially when it's LESS dramatic than in the movies.

Like when I make a good friend in College with very similar beliefs to my own...

Someone who won't rant at me for being Christian and stick it in my face for certain rules I live by.

I finally, FINALLY have someone I can relate to, and her stupid boy friend pushes down on me.

He despises me... he hates me... he acts so hostile towards me...

If he were given the chance, he would like to take my nose off...

-_-"

To be honest, I don't see what she see's in him...

BUT what I do know is that she loves him.. and that's all that matters. :)

ENGLAND 1 - 1 AMERICA

2010-06-12T13:24:00.000-07:00

England just drew with America 1 - 1

But that's great!

The means the English and the American's are EVENLY matched
they're perfect for each other!

^_^

Anyone? Anyone at all...

2010-06-11T09:56:00.000-07:00

Writing writing writing...

I love writing... I want to continue writing... and I want to do it now...

So dont you just HATE it when you're stuck in your writing!?

GAARRHH!!!

Luckily, I'm not...

But I HAVE had rumours (true... but not secret!) spread around about me.

And now, people keep ASKING me and stalking my facebook to see if it's true!

AARRGGHH!!! ¬_¬

Am miffed... and THAT'S why I'm not writing...

I need to cheer up first... anyone gonna help me do that?

...

anyone?

...

Seriously... any one can jump up now... no?

...

¬_¬

fine.

TIME LINE part 2

2010-05-30T08:30:00.000-07:00

So... i corrected the time line with little bits of info using Facebook chat

AND I updated to include all the way up to May 29th.

Thats as far as it goes...
If I do anything with it, it'd probably only go up to May 4th...

That is until June 4th... ;)

JULY 15th 2009 - Sgste and FMG become friends. FMG promises to keep Sgste's first picture of her forever.
JULY 17th 2009 - Ste learns FMG's real name.
SEPT 8th 2009 - Tam recieves MSN video and says she will post response.
SEPT 26th 2009 - Ste mentions crush on Lucy.
NOV 21st 2009 - Tam and Shel get together. Ste realises he really likes Tam.
OCT 28th 2009 - Ste mentions Lucy's new BF, Luke.
DEC 1st 2009 - Ste gets new nickname, Fya Wya.
DEC 3rd 2009 - Tam gets new nickname, Mara.
DEC 6th 2009 - Shel breaks up with Mara.
DEC 23rd 2009 - Brian catches Mara on the rebound.
(between 24/12/2009 and 5/2/2010, mara and brian split)
FEB 6th 2010 - Mara realises she really likes Fya Wya
FEB 9th 2010 - Mara realises she STILL hasn't made that video response.
FEB 16th 2010 - Mara drops a hint. Fya Wya misses it. ¬_¬
FEB 20th 2010 - Birth of the fairy princess.
FEB 23rd 2010 - Mara leaves 'ily!' at the end of her message. Fya Wya misses it. >:\
FEB 28th 2010 - Fya Wya and Mara both start ending messages with 'yours...'
MAR 2nd 2010 - Fya Wya catches Mara on Facebook chat for the first time.
MAR 4th 2010 - Fya Wya plans to call Mara on the phone.
MAR 5th 2010 - Mara explains she has been 'stalking' Fya Wya. He picks up. :D
MAR 7th 2010 - Fya Wya recieves the biggest hug ever.
MAR 9th 2010 - Fya Wya calls Mara.
MAR 10th 2010 - Birth of the 'over weight' smiley.
MAR 11th 2010 - The 'laundry basket' theory is put in place.
MAR 12th 2010 - Collab video is FINALLY uploaded. Fya Wya and Mara end messages with an 'X'
MAR 13th 2010 - Smiley is now named 'Chubby Smiley' Webcam meeting planned.
MAR 15th 2010 - Fya Wya complete's his first poem for Mara. 'Miss Mara Lynn'
MAR 17th 2010 - Fya Wya responds with 'lovez' and Mara does the same.
MAR 22nd 2010 - Mara leaves a heart at the end of her message. The deed is done.
MAR 26th 2010 - Webcam fail.Fya Wya promises a super hug.
MAR 30th 2010 - Mara becomes a fairy princess.
APR 2nd 2010 - Webcam fail. YouTube messages end.
APR 5th 2010 - Mara goes to California for a week. no internet.
(every day for the next week, Fya Wya leaves Mara a video)
APR 13th 2010 - Mara returns.
APR 18th 2010 - Mara loses Skype due to computer problems. Fya Wya explains how much he loves her.
APR 20th 2010 - Fya Wya and Mara meet up on Facebook chat.
APR 24th 2010 - Its final... ginger's are cute...
MAY 1st 2010 - Fya Wya and Mara begin blowing kisses to one another.
MAY 3rd 2010 - Chubbz becomes a couple with former Mara stalker, Matthew. Mix Tape short is a GO!
MAY 4th 2010 - Fya Wya and Mara change their status' to 'in a relationship.' ^_^
May 11th 2010 - Fya Wya dreamt of Mara. Mara wishes she gets a dream of Fya Wya.
May 18th 2010 - Mara calls Fya Wya her hero. Fya Wya responds with a cute picture.
May 19th 2010 - Fya Wya decides to make an origami Mara. Looks for tutorial.
May 22nd 2010 - Fya Wya finds tutorial.
May 23rd 2010 - Fya Wya makes shirt/pants. Mix tape is completed.
May 26th 2010 - Fya Wya posts a bunch of artwork/poetry all aimed at Mara. She loves them.
May 27th 2010 - Ye Olde English FTW
May 29th 2010 - Mara finally has a dream of Fya Wya. Her perfect date. All is noted for future use.

And thats as far as my life is up to... for now... ^_^

TIME LINE!!!

2010-05-28T15:41:00.000-07:00

Okay... so before I start, Lucy found out as I stupidly sent her this, forgetting she was in it. xD

Aah well... all is okey now. :)

So its a timeline of ME and TAM! ♥

JULY 15th 2009 - Sgste and FMG become friends.
JULY 17th 2009 - Ste learns FMG's real name.
SEPT 8th 2009 - Tam recieves MSN video and says she will post response.
SEPT 26th 2009 - Ste mentions crush on Lucy.
NOV 21st 2009 - Tam and Shel get together. Ste realises he really likes Tam.
OCT 28th 2009 - Ste mentions Lucy's new BF, Luke.
DEC 1st 2009 - Ste gets new nickname, Fya Wya.
DEC 3rd 2009 - Tam gets new nickname, Mara.
DEC 6th 2009 - Shel breaks up with Mara.
DEC 23rd 2009 - Brian catches Mara on the rebound.
(between 24/12/2009 and 5/2/2010, mara and brian split)
FEB 6th 2010 - Mara realises she really likes Fya Wya
FEB 9th 2010 - Mara realises she STILL hasn't made that video response.
FEB 16th 2010 - Mara drops a hint. Fya Wya misses it. ¬_¬
FEB 20th 2010 - Birth of the fairy princess.
FEB 23rd 2010 - Mara leaves 'ily!' at the end of her message. Fya Wya misses it. >:\
FEB 28th 2010 - Fya Wya and Mara both start ending messages with 'yours...'
MAR 4th 2010 - Fya Wya plans to call Mara on the phone.
MAR 5th 2010 - Mara explains she has been 'stalking' Fya Wya. He picks up. :D
MAR 7th 2010 - Fya Wya recieves the biggest hug ever.
MAR 10th 2010 - Birth of the 'over weight' smiley.
MAR 11th 2010 - The 'laundry basket' theory is put in place.
MAR 12th 2010 - Collab video is finally uploaded. Mara ends message with an 'X'
MAR 13th 2010 - Smiley is now named 'Chubby Smiley' Webcam meeting planned.
MAR 15th 2010 - Fya Wya complete's his first poem for Mara. 'Miss Mara Lynn'
MAR 17th 2010 - Fya Wya responds with 'lovez' and Mara does the same.
MAR 26th 2010 - Webcam fail.Fya WYa promises a super hug.
APR 2nd 2010 - Webcam fail. YouTube messages end and Facebook chat starts.
MAY 4th 2010 - Fya Wya and Mara change their status' to 'in a relationship.' ^_^

Turn of events

2010-05-28T13:58:00.000-07:00

So... the strangest thing just happened to me.

I've been reading through all the messages me and Tamara (*sigh ♥*) used to share together before we were going out.

I have ALL of our messages stored in my YT inbox.

Anyway, I just started reading ont the part where she introduces her BF at the time (a stupid douchebag named Shel)

And I read this...

'there's only one thing that i don't like about him.. (and this will only be between me and you) but he has SO many friends that are girls.. and they always send him messages on facebook saying things like, "i miss you shel"'

... I wouldn't say I don't like it, but I know Tam has a lot of friends who are guys and MANY of them live in America, which is closer to her than me in little ol' England.

They're exactly the same. 'I miss you Tam!' and 'Tammy my Otaku ♥ ♥ ♥' etc.

I know Tam won't do anything to 'betray' or 'cheat' on me, it's just a little annoying. Still, pet peeves don't mean squat. ;)

I still love her... she still loves me... all is well... ^_^

[ S T O O P I D ]

2010-05-25T06:09:00.000-07:00

Officially label me stupid.

A while back, someone said I would enjoy the SAW films.

Obviously not.

Recently, I was working on a concept for a video game where I wanted to make the main character suffer. I was told that a specific 'trap' from SAW 6 would work to my inspiration.

... I will never look at a carousel the same... ever again.

THE most disturbing thing I've ever watched... no joke...

... but thankfully, I know that...

1. It's not real.
2. God is on my side.

My Life and Goals.

2010-05-05T01:39:00.000-07:00

Haven't written much about my life recently.

Thought I might as well...

- College:
When I said 'The people there are douche bags' what I mean was, 'I'm a douche bag.'
Yesh... my fault. I just don't get along well with other people. Especially guys who are older than me. I dunno why, I just struggle in that field. I shouldn't, but I do. So yeh. So, now there's only one or two douche bags in college. xD
GOAL: Finish the year with more buddies than previously.

- FILM MAKING:
Not really filming as much recently. It's a shame, because I wanted so desperately to use my new VIDEO CAMERA!!!
See, the problem is that I need actors. I can't have actors, however, because my only willing participants are my sister (willing? pfft. She's in Wales anyway.) and some buddies from my old school (still in school.)
>:(
I need to hire some actors. For real. I need a whole film making crew! I need...
ADI!
GOAL: Find some actors, make a plan and film something awesome.

- MUSIC MAKING:
Still playing piano and creating masterpieces, just not recording them and making them into massive soundtrack pieces. Someone I know asked for one of my pieces and put it on their music thing... (MP3? MP4? Whatever) Which made me pretty chuffed.
Still, this area of my life isn't all too important, so no massive goals for me.

- STORY:
Had an idea to write a story about WATOTO and the conflicts of AFRICA. Would be interesting. Maybe not the cleverest idea in the , but still...
Anyway, I have to finish my previous stories first. My 'college' story has sorta deteriorated into squat. It probably wasn't even a story. I would have called it more 'A method of remaining sane.' Basically, I guess the reason wanted to write such things was because I wanted to make everything clear in my mind. Well, it's all pretty clear now so I can go ahead and quit it where it is. Maybe give it some kind of narrative ending at whatever point I've reached just so I don't get a 'unfinished business' feeling.
And about the 'Nephilim' story? Stuck on a character and their motive. As soon as their outta the way, PREPARE FOR BIG GUNS!
GOAL: Finish off College story and make character profile for GENERAL KORU.

- LOVE LIFE:
You know pretty much all there is to it.
I liked girl.
Didn't say squat for about 2 years because she lives in America.
Still liked girl.
Contact and Messages became more frequent. Remained for a month or so.
Told girl truth. She liked me too.
And now on Facebook, both our statuses are set to 'In A Relationship.'
So yeh. That's it.
GOAL: Tell her the truth [X] done.

So... I guess that's it. If I remember anymore, I'll be sure to post.
... laterz.

2010-05-02T13:54:00.000-07:00

Watching Prisoner.

Just got my bank statement.

I withdrew £40, but only lost £10.

:D

this is all randomness.

But soon they will not matter.

Why?

Because this time tomorrow, I will be ready to talk to my princess ♥

Even though I'll be ready at this time tomorrow, I'm sure the convo will only start in about two or three hours from that point.

yeh.

thats all.

...bye

Lovez her... ♥

2010-04-19T19:33:00.001-07:00

^_^

Finally get to chat to my princess. ♥

Missed her so much!

You tend to say, 'miss you loads.'

But it only REALLY hits you when you finally talk to them after so long.

Lovez her. ^_^

FrEaKeD - OuT O.O

2010-03-21T15:01:00.003-07:00

Got freaked out at the church's evening meeting tonight...

seriously... t'was no joke...

People were going forward for prayer and healing and stuff...

So Someone went up for healing in their back... healing injuries from years back.

A new girl steps forward and says she wanted healing from an illness given 10 years ago

So she sits down, and everyone gathers around her...

And then it happened...

Someone started praying. I had my head in my hands listening.

She said something about 'the darkness' and 'make it leave her body.'

And then, the girl began screaming.

I was shaking as she screamed continuously, crying out loud.

I didn't dare look up, as people began praying all around the room.

But the feeling I got in my body... the shivers...

It was unearthly... the most uncomfortable thing I've ever experienced.

I literally COULDN'T look up... something was stopping me, thank God.

It was probably nothing spectacular, but I was already scared.

Something ungodly was present.

I immediately felt threatened myself, and prayed that He would protect me.

I was calm, even though the girl was still screaming. And then she left.

I didn't look up, but she was quiet, and the door closed.

And finally, I could look up, and the guy leading the meeting was up and talking.

I thank God that I never looked up...

2010-03-21T15:01:00.001-07:00

POEM - 'Miss Mara Lynn'

2010-03-15T06:59:00.000-07:00

'Miss Mara Lynn'

'Love, who took me by suprise,
You now take off your wise disguise
And give to me a girl so fine
I just can't wait to make her mine

When she talks, and talk she does,
I sigh and smile, and why? Because
Her eyes are looking straigh at me,
And in my heart, why can't it be?

I doubt that in the coming year,
I'd catch a plane and fly fromf here
But wait, because there's years to come,
And then, my dear, we'll have some fun

From the laundry basket they will rise,
Those girls of every shape and size
But you and I shall fight them off,
And trap poor Matthew in the loft.

But all of this in future time,
For now, I'll finish off this rhyme
With one more verse, to all of you,
Who doubt that these events play through

To those of you who doubt success,
Just wait and watch as we progress
Through situations thick and thin,
Until I meet Miss Mara Lynn.'

- Stephen Sammons x
I hope she likes it.

Drawing... writing.... Tummy problems :'(

2010-03-14T16:28:00.000-07:00

Okay... so I've been doing really random stuffz lately...

And right now, I'm not well :(

I think I ate something bad, cos I got tummy problems...

But yeh... other than that, am OK

Gonna do some writing once I finished this...

Below, you see I drew a new picture ^_^

I dunno 'bout you, but I sure likez it!

Okays, am gone now.... byebyezzzzzz

Plagiarism for the win!

2010-03-02T11:48:00.000-08:00

Saw someone else do some pretty awesome questions

Thought 'I know how to answer THAT one!'

and then... I thought 'Why don't I do it too! For plagiarism's sake!

so here we gooooo!

1) What is your first name?
Stephen.

2) Do you enjoy drama?
Heck yeh!

3) Are you a tough lad?
well.... no.

4) Who was the last person you hugged?
BISHOP! ^_^

5) Small or large wallet?
dunno... what size is an average wallet? Mine's pretty big and clumpy though.

6) Are you short?
Is 5'11 short for a guy my age?

7) Do you like somebody?
... maaayyybe.... ^_^

8) What would you do if someone smacked your butt?
If it was a stranger, run away screaming 'RAPE!'

9) Do you care if your socks are dirty?
If they're unwashed, then yar.

10) Do you dress up on halloween?
Nope... shame, I like dressing up... :P

11) Are you double jointed?
er... no...

12) Where is the wierdest place you have slept?
I thinks it's in a tent wit a farting dog in my face xD

13) Has anyone touched/smacked your butt in the past 24 hours?
Accidentally... i think *gasp*

14) Do you call anyone by their last name?
BISHOP! ^_^

15) What is the colour underwear your wearing?
I don't remember xD

16) Do you prefer dark or light haired gals?
It's not the hair that attracts me...

17) Are you currently frustrated with a girl?
er..... no, I don't think so...

18) Do you have a best friend?
Heck yeh!

19) Have you ever had your heart broken?
indeed... :(

20) Have you ever thought of having plastic surgury?
nope... never crossed my mind...

21) Do you like your life?
like it? pfft! I LOVE it! ^_^

22) Has one of your friends ever stolen a girlfriend from you?
There was this one guy... every time I said I liked someone, he'd flirt with them loads xD

23) Have you ever jumped in a pool with your clothes on?
Nope. XD

24) Do you have more friends that are girls or boys?
girls... :)

25) How long have you had facebook?
Aaaaagggggeeeesssss.

26) Have you ever slapped a girl in the face?
*GASP* I would NEVER hit a woman!

27) What are your biggest fears?
Deep water. And I'm not to fond of planes or boats either, but generally cos there's no dry land anywhere. :(

28) Have you ever been slapped by a girl in the face?
yup... 'cos I took my joke a little too far :(

29) Have you ever cried your self to sleep?
er... no I haven't actually.

30) Do you believe "once a cheater, always a cheater"?
Indeed... unless a miracle takes place. ^_^

31) Do you ever wish you were famous?
I think so...

32) Are you currently missing someone?
Indeed. And the weird thing is, I haven't even met them... :P

Okay... that was fun :)

TRULY KAWAII - little chibi fairy...

2010-03-01T04:39:00.000-08:00

TRULY KAWAII by ~sgste on deviant ART

So I've been at it again, talking with my American buddy!

One of my first few posts ALL the way down shows a picture I drew of her... ^_^

This is another, but more cute...

Nicknamed FMG, Truly Kawaii, but more recently, 'Mara'

This is for you :)

yours-
Fya Wya

Call to America

2010-02-27T12:01:00.001-08:00

I wanted to call America.

I had the number, the time difference and the date...

So I left a message with them... that I would call.

I didn't receive a reply, but when the day came, I waited.

I waited until 2.00AM...

In America, it was 7.00PM...

So, I called...

At first, the call went to Austria... !?

So I found the country code... And tried again...

Three times... and then I left a message.

No response... so I waited until 3.00AM (8.00PM)

I was watching the Winter Olympics during the time...

Anyway, I returned to the phone...

and called three times...

I then waited 'til 3.30AM and tried two more time's...

¬_¬

I left a final message... and turned to bed.

The next morning, my American contact apologised! xD

'tis fine though... :) I've forgiven her and I'll try again next week.

For some reason, I'm desperate to make this happen...

Chapter 12

2010-02-25T03:02:00.000-08:00

I believe it to be very, very VERY epic...

It's emotional... and it's heart felt! *sniff* and... and *cries*

NEPHILIM STORY IS A GOOOOOO!!!!!

2010-02-23T09:34:00.000-08:00

Yup, it has begun!

and you get the PROLOGUE! YAY!

So enjoy...

Prologue

‘And it came to pass, when men began to multiply on the face of the Earth, and daughters were born unto them, that the Sons of God saw the daughters of men that they were fair, and they took them wives of all that they chose.’ Genesis chapter 6 verses 1 and 2.

From the heights of another world, glittering with light and gold, he sat, stroking his long, thick beard. Sighing, he took himself another cup of coffee from the vending machine at his side, before taking a long sip and resuming his look from the window. Beneath him, rotating in mystic silence, the Earth was quite unaware what evils where taking place on it’s surface.
‘My Lord?’ Gabriel asked, appearing at his side. The old man smiled.
‘Gabriel, old friend.’ reaching out, he gripped Gabriel’s shoulder and pulled him closer. ‘What have we learned of the Nephilim?’
‘I apologise, my Lord. The demon forces grow. The only thing able to wipe them off the face of the Earth would be a world wide flood. And even if that were to take place, what is to stop Lucifer trying again?’
The old man gave a sigh. ‘Still, Gabriel, we must try. Have you found anyone untainted by the blood of the Nephilim?’ Gabriel handed a clipboard to the old man, who reached for his glasses from his coat pocket. Fumbling, he finally placed the spectacles onto the bridge of his large, thin nose. One family.
‘Noah.’ he said at last. Gabriel nodded.
‘He is a man of God, and his family line is the only untainted from the curse that was Satan.’ The old man held out his hand, slowly tipping the rim of his glasses down, looking over them at the angel, his wings fluttering impatiently.
‘And what of those who began all this. Where are they now?’
‘They have been placed in confinement, my Lord… where they ought to be!’ Gabriel gave a snort of self decency, while the old man simply held a sorrow in his eyes for his children, lost to the confines of everlasting punishment. He didn’t care whether it was what they deserved…

you heard it here first...

Story? Procrastination... Script? hmmm.....

2010-02-22T04:12:00.000-08:00

*sigh.....*

Wanna make some short film.... starring puppets...

Had a great idea... when am I gonna write the script?

soon.... need my SD card too....

flippin' sista stoled it..... 'cos she wanted to get 'watoto' off it...

-_-'

will do soon... gotta eat first.... yums :P

NEPHILIM STORY PLAN COMPLETE

2010-02-21T14:37:00.000-08:00

Okey...

So My Nephilim story plan is COMPLETED!

YAY!

So I'm gonna write the story... and then I'm gonna show everyone...

and then I'm gonna become a really awesome writer and be really famous and gets lots of money!

but FIRST

I must PROCRASTINATE ;D

Update in process...

2010-02-14T13:49:00.000-08:00

So... I have been doing my reading...

I've almost finished reading 'A Darkling Plain', which is the last part of the 'Hungry City' chronicles.

Fantastic series... and nothing short of spectacular...

And I've also been doing my writing...

well... A bit...

well... sorta...

well.. not really...

well... I haven't written a thing for weeks :'(

I'm so frustrated with myself! >:(

But it's half term now, so I have plenty of time to get stuff done...

Is that all? No? *sigh* so I want to bring that up? But I've been compromised!

*grumpy face*

All I shall say, is that obstacle I mentioned previously has returned.

However, I'm not so vengeful as I was the last time it popped up...

And so... I shall sit and wait...

Who knows... maybe the obstacle was put there to stop me making a horrible mistake...

...again...

Anyway... I got back in touch with that American girl, Tamara... :D

She's fantastic and I've missed her so much, even though I've never set eyes on her.

O.O okaay.... :P

Will talk laters... why? *shrugs*

MY QUIZ! YAY

2010-02-11T05:37:00.001-08:00

Who are you to your friends?

2010-02-02T09:08:00.001-08:00

Earth Music Visualizer - PS3 from fastson on Vimeo.

MUSIC

2010-01-31T09:40:00.000-08:00

Just been listening to music of all sorts...

Soundtrack and otherwise.

Brilliant.

:D

The Good old life is teasing me...

2010-01-27T01:47:00.000-08:00

So yeh... about the 'good old life' post...

Life isn't any simpler... I have no idea what to do...

So yeh...

LM and TP

LM- I see her often. 1
TP- She lives far away. 0

LM- he doesn't like dating people the same age. 1
TP- She is younger than me, but not by too much. 1

LM- Very pretty. 2
TP- Very pretty. 2

LM- Am very good friends socially. 3
TP- Am very good friends via internet. 3

LM-
TP- She reminds me of my first GF. ... That just messed up the scores...

Is that a good thing... or a bad thing?

I'm still great friends with my previous GF... infact we're writing a musical together, but I don't know whether TP is the right choice, or whether LM is...

AARRGGHH!! Someone help me out... please

LOT his WIFE and SODOM'S DESTRUCTION

2010-01-27T01:27:00.000-08:00

So I have been researching mah bible.

I've been looking at little bits and bobs... and discovered a few quite interesting things.

1. Lot

Lot traveled to Sodom to live there with his family.

This is true, but it wasn't the first time he had been there...
Lot was kidnapped by the city of Sodom, and Abram had to gather together his 1000 servants as an army and threatened the men of Sodom to return him.

Interesting, eh? Well, Sodom returned him, but Lot then went to LIVE in Sodom... ???

So God decides to destroy Sodom and Gomorrah, but Abraham says to him,
'But God... would you destroy Sodom if it had 50 righteous men inside?'

The point was... there were less than 6 righteous people inside... But he then told God he wanted to save Lot... so God agreed.

God sent two angels to warn Lot of the forthcoming danger. Lot agreed to leave, but that night the men of Sodom returned and asked Lot to give them the two men (angels)

Why? So they could get to know them 'carnally'.

... So they could sexually abuse them.

O.O

Lot said no, and they prepared to charge down the door, but the angels blinded them.

At this point, Lot knows it;s time to go, and warns his wife, 2 daughters and their husbands. (6 people)

of these 6... four left Sodom...

And even then, the angels warnings of 'don't look back' were not heeded by Lot's wife.

Three people left Sodom alive.

Lot and his daughters.

Very interesting...

The good old life aint so good...

2010-01-19T02:54:00.001-08:00

I just got a question on some stupid Facebook thing...

'If you want it, but there's someone/something in your way... what would you do?'

That summed up the whole thing... x2

(expresses miffed emotion through a long, drowsy sigh)

So I decided thoroughly what I did...

1: the first time... I waited, keeping my eye on the subject. As soon as the 'object' in the way decided to move, I'd strike.

2: I haven't one anything yet... I don't know what to do...

>:(

The thing is... what I thought I wanted was unavailable...

As soon as it became available, no.2 popped up... out of the blue...

*bangs head against a flat surface*

So I'm jammed between a rock and a hard place with no direction...

Guess it's just one of those things...

PROCESSING THE THOUGHT OF BATTLE BETWEEN ATHEISM AND CHRISTIANITY

2010-01-11T11:50:00.000-08:00

I was wondering why Atheists are always slamming Christianity.

Seriously... they never give Christians a break.

Usually, some say
'You believe what you believe and we'll believe what we believe'

But it's always the Atheists who start throwing around harsh comments.

And then I realised what it could be...

If the Atheists are right, then hey, nothing big would happen anywhere.

Christians would die, and then nothing would happen.

There would be a big nothing, and nothing would matter anymore.

It would be Christian lives wasted.

But then, think of if Christians are right...

Then all the Atheists in the world would have a big weight over their heads.

And everything they lived for would come to nothing.

Either way... we are going to die. Christians are at an advantage, because whoever is right, they're not affected.

Atheists have to be right, because if they're not...

My movie soundtrack...

2009-12-19T06:01:00.001-08:00

My new movie LIFE AND TIMES OF ME

I put the 'soundtrack music' of my MP3 on shuffle to create my soundtrack...

Opening credits:
Calypso - Hans Zimmer
(It's alright. I could have had worse...)

Waking up:
Worst Pies in London - Sweeney Todd
(Hey! My cooking's not that bad!)

First day at college:
I Did Not win The Race - Alan Silvestri
(Quite dramatic)

Falling in love:
OOd song - Murray Gold
(Sad... and then happy! YAY! It fits in a wierd way)

Breaking up:
The Money Song - Avenue Q
(Is there any other reason we would break up?)

Prom:
I am Beowulf - Alan Silvestri
(Sad music...)

Life's okay:
Reign of the Septims - Jeremy and Julian Soule
(Dramatic re-entry into the average life)

Mental breakdown:
It sucks to be me - Avenu Q
(wow... that was fortunate)

Driving:
God that's Good - Sweeney Todd
(Cooking has improved!)

Flashback:
Einer Takes Action - Deborah Lurie
(it fits... thats good, at least)

Getting back together:
Parlay - Hans Zimmer
(er... not really)

Wedding:
Der Guten Tag Hop Clop - Mel Brooks
(... wth?)

Birth of child:
Bumblebee Captured - Steve Jablonski
(sad music? That doesn't fit!)

Final battle:
Sam on the Roof - Steve Jablonski
(dramatic music is awesome)

Death scene:
Visiting Griffin/ A lonely evening - Deborah Lurie
(Really sad music... makes me wanna cry...)

Funeral song:
Keep it Gay - Mel Brooks
(who invited the four poofs and a piano!?)

End credits:
Betrayed - Mel Brooks
(out of place ending for an out of place soundtrack...)

Hacen't written in a while

2009-12-05T03:48:00.001-08:00

I haven't written here in a while...

...just haven't had the time...

So here's a list of things going on in my life at the moment...

-COLLEGE: College is going great...
I always thought that if I couldn't get a foothold (in the 'friends' category) at my old school, Christian Fellowship, then I would die in college.
The reason is because the Fellowship is filled with Christians and college isn't.

However, in college, I get along with everyone a lot better than I did in school.
Why still baffles me, but I'm happy and that's all that matters.

-LOVE: My love life has tripped up and fallen behind.
It isn't a race, and a relationship isn't exactly my goal in life...
But friends keep messaging me, saying,
'Guess what!? I got a gf/bf!'

The difference between them and me is COMMUNITY.

They are in schools and they hang out in their streets, where they get a whole load of friends who are the opposite gender to them.

But in my church community, there's one girl my age...
In my college community, there's one girl my age...
In my drama community, there's no-one in my group who are my age...
And all my other female friends live in America and New Zealand...
*sigh*

-MONEY: I have started getting EMA, £30 a week... YAY!
This means I actually HAVE money now!
However, It will soon be gone on Christmas presents... gutted...
I'm also saving up to buy a PS 3, since my PS 2 has been on my shelf for 5 years and I think it's time for a change...

-STORY: I have finished my most recent story, SANDS OF THE MIND.
I have plans for more stories, but at the moment, I don't feel like writing.
When I get back into the swing, and when I feel ready to start this story, I will.
I just need to re-adjust myself out of ancient Persia.

I guess that's it...
Laters...

I AM LEGEND alternate ending

2009-10-12T06:48:00.000-07:00

http://www.noob.us/entertainment/i-am-legend-alternate-ending/

the embed wasn't working

This is the alternate ending for I AM LEGEND

Just found it... and omigosh... apparently its the ending in the book.

To tell the truth, I prefer the film ending... but still... really good!

enjoy! :)

College... and ME

2009-09-25T07:32:00.001-07:00

After searching myself, sgste, on google images... I found pictures of me, pictures I'd drawn... etc.

Tn, I found my youtube videos on OTHER websites. :0

I have to admit... I lolled at the comment beneath the video. :D

(right now I'm in college, SUPPOSED to be doing work!!!)

2009-09-22T08:20:00.001-07:00

PHONEbooth

2009-09-09T07:39:00.000-07:00

Love this film! Kiefer Sutherland is amazing... creepy, but amazing.

The whole film is tense... Best film ever! :D

STORY PLAN COMPLETED!!!

2009-09-06T13:42:00.001-07:00

The story plan is completed!

I have now taken out everything to do with 'Prince of Persia', meaning this story is now completely ORIGINAL!!! So here it is...

The year is 1191

The King of Babylon, Zeruss, was found impregnating a companion. Having told no-one, and realizing the ruin if news escaped, the King banished the companion and her new born son.
Companion = A whore.
**MEANWHILE**
The king of Ahzad, Hajira, had a baron wife. Failing to gain a son, this king decided to look elsewhere for an heir. The dying companion was taken in and her son was adopted by Hajira and his wife. The son’s name became Akron, and he would be the next ruler of Ahzad.
The vizier would have ruled in Hajira’s place, but Akron intruded. The vizier decides to wipe Akron’s memory and send him up the Tigris River, telling the king he has died in a hunting accident.
Spending most of his time in the city of Nissib, Akron finds Darial, an old court jester from Babylon who has been banished for studying magic*. A deal is made. Akron will look after Darial and Darial will help Akron remember his past.
**an ability to read minds in this era receives this title.
During this time, Akron rescues Talia.
Talia’s father, is caught stealing (a crime he did not actually commit) and the shop keeper instantly kills him. Now, he plans to kill the man’s daughter. Akron rushes in (remember, he has been trained in the king’s palace) and rescues her.
Now there is a price on both their heads.
Akron eventually remembers about the vizier, his step father and the fate of his land. He must return to Ahzad!
He and his new friend Talia must work together and travel over vast deserts, jungles and other dangers to return to Ahzad and rescue the city from the evil rule of the vizier.
The Vizier’s name shall be… Ishaq.

All it needs now is a title! :)

2009-09-04T13:11:00.000-07:00

OKEYS... I've finished the 'idea' that was posted earlier...

this is what I have...

The Queen of King Shahraman of Babylon bore a son. Dastan. However, fighting against the Romans, The King was found impregnating a slave he had stolen. Having told no-one, and realizing the ruin if news escaped, the King banished the slave and her new born son.
**MEANWHILE**
The king of Maharaja had a baron wife, because she bore a daughter through misconception. Failing to gain a son, this king decided to look elsewhere for an heir.

The slave was taken in and her son became the next heir to the throne. The son’s name became Akram. However, upon learning of his mother being a companion, he ran away. Taking a sword and a dagger* Akram tells his older step-sister, Farah, to tell their father he had died.

Companion = A whore.
** The dagger was one of a twin set, both created to control the sands of time.’

Spending most of his time in the city of Akra, Akram discovers the abilities of the dagger when fending for food*. Not understanding what happened, Akram decides to return to his step-father’s kingdom in Ahzad to discover what has happened.

**Akram is now a beggar.

Now, on a mission to return to his home, Akram teams up with a young girl, Talia. Together they must discover the fate of Akram’s home, step-sister and discover the true meaning of friendship. - end of blurb -

Akron and Talia travel through deserts, jungles and seas with the hope of returning to Babylon. It takes them a few days and many adventures, including battles with fierce creatures, some known and some unknown to Akron and Talia.

When they finally reach their home, they discover a man leaving. He is recognised by Akron, but why? Akron returns to his older sister. All is fine. (?)

The next day, Shahraman attacks. In the battle, Farah runs away with Dastan (the man from the previous paragraph) and Akron and Talia die in battle side by side.

I am now wondering whether Akron and Talia should die in battle. Should they :-
- Die in battle
- Survive but become outcasts
- Fight off the invaders
- Chase after Dastan and live with him and Farah.

Movies, Sketches and What-not...

2009-09-04T09:49:00.000-07:00

I like to make movies, sketches and what not...

I've recently watched Phone Booth again (best film ever, btw!!!) and decided i would like to make either a spoof or serious 'home made' version of it.

I Also had this coolio idea of a 'Prince of Persia' thingy. I have a whole plan and everything! :P LISTEN TO THIS!!! (I even researched Persian names... WTH!?)

The King of Persia, whose name escapes me, was born a son. Dastan. However, fighting against the Romans, The King was found impregnating a slave he had stolen. Having told no-one, and realizing the ruin if news escaped, the King banished the slave and her son.

Another king, one of a smaller kingdom, had a baron wife, after she bore a daughter. Failing to gain a son, This king decided to look elsewhere for an heir.

The slave was taken in and her son became the next heir to the throne. The son’s name became Ahriman. However, upon learning of his mothers past and of his father being such an evil minded king, he ran away, taking a sword, a dagger*, and giving his older sister, Farrah, a secret oath never to tell of his existence.

** The dagger was one of a twin set, both told to control the sands of time.’

Spending most of his time in the city of Babylon, Ahriman discovers the abilities of the dagger when fending for food. For some reason, the dagger begins working. This must have meant the sands were released!

Now, on a mission to return to his home, Ahriman teams up with a young girl, Talia. Together they must discover the fate of Ahrimad’s home, step-sister and discover the true meaning of friendship.

w00p! :P

2009-09-01T09:56:00.000-07:00

Have made my side of a new movie! AAH! :P

Just waiting for the opposite side to come through, you see...

The reason is 'cos I've made it with a pal ALL the way in America, even though I am in England.

Been watching the whole of Stargate season 1. :P

Keep getting interupted! :(

MY NEW HAAAAAAAAT!!!!!

2009-08-15T00:34:00.001-07:00

Fedora! Awesome!

I LOVE this hat! Got it in Betws-Y-Coed (Bet-see-co-head)on Friday!

Is AWESOME!!! I like wore it ALL DAY! AND no-one looked at me funny!

:D

YAY!!!

2009-08-13T14:46:00.000-07:00

Try JibJab Sendables® eCards today!

I made this using JibJab (don't ask)

Starring me as Cody, My Dad as Pirate and My Sister as Clever dude!

And Jowls as himself

w000000000p-deed00!

2009-08-10T09:14:00.000-07:00

Made some awesome 'sketches' today.

t'was awesome.

also, people have been telling me to continue vlogging.

This'll be our little secret, but my idea is to wait until ALL hope is lost, and then come back full force with an awesome 'return' vlog.

I have also had this great idea of taking parts of my older episodes and making a short 'memoir' montage the days that had passed.

How long before all this happens? Not a clue.

I probly won't be able to hold it in long anyway! xD

Oh well! Wait until then!

Vlogging career? fluuuuuush

2009-08-09T13:45:00.000-07:00

I decided vlogging just wasn't... me

I thought that it didn't do me justice, I wasn't that good at quick thinking and others also told me I wasn't that good either!

LOL

I did a season finale.. here ya go...

enjoy...

REVELATION

2009-08-08T00:09:00.000-07:00

I just had a mini revelation as I slept... just had to write it down...

People say, 'God made everything, and so God made sin.'

Several people make this claim, and I am here to disprove it.

Firstly the claim God made everything... well... he didn't.

When God made things, it was in the Garden of Eden. That was when he stopped.

He didn't make anything else after that. Why? Because 'It Was Good.'

Sin isn't good.

Also, did God make cars? You will laugh and say of course not.

Therefore I have already proved hi didn't make everything.

HOWEVER, he made cars POSSIBLE.

It is easier to explain with airplanes.

Did God make planes? no. BUT, God made aerodynamics. He made propulsion and all that stuff which makes flight possible. He made planes possible 6000 years before they came into being!

So lets talk about sin. Did God make sin?

No... but he made it possible.

You see, if we lived in a society where everyone HAD to follow the rules, what kind of society wold that be?

Imagine being forced to worship ONE God.

God didn't want a robotic world. He wanted His children to worship Him because they chose too, not because they were forced too.

And so, He made free choice.

However, free choice left a possibility for disobedience. sin.

Therefore, God didn't make sin. He only made sin possible, but only because He wanted us to live in a community where we are not forced to do His will. We have a choice.

... go me!

2009-07-31T07:53:00.000-07:00

Just a test... nothing special...

Story

2009-07-23T07:36:00.000-07:00

Hiya...

Guess what-

I have written a story, and by feedback, I have learned that it is actually very good.

The title is 'Cain' and only two people apart from myself have read it.

They both think that it is a very good story.

One of them has also decided to help me write a trilogy and I have already started part 2.

I couldn't think of a good title, but then thought, why do I need a title?

And so it is simply titled 'Cain 2'

The first story is about a young boy who suddenly receives a number of strange abilities.

Being chased down by a group of terrorists for reasons unknown to himself, Cain and his accomplice Jay must find one man who will tell Cain about his long-lost purpose.

Will Cain find out the truth about his past, or will the terrorists discover his strange secret and use it for evil purposes?

Find out soon...

yeah... well... that's it...

You Tube Thanks

2009-07-16T08:02:00.000-07:00

Hey!

This is me saying thank you to two people.

Both of them got me re-interested into Manga and anime, and I thank them thoroughly.

The first is... ahem... well... Here's his channel...

http://www.youtube.com/user/DrawingHentai

DO NOTE that I typed in anime tomb raider and this is the only video that came even close to what I was after!

Anyway, the other person was FullmetalGirl17.

She had some awesome drawing tutorials and is generally awesome.

So awesome, I drew the picture at the top using the following video as a reference...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Oy2VPLuyOfE

And so, all to say now is...

THANK YOU!

watch, and enjoy

2009-07-06T09:57:00.000-07:00

Stephen + The Movies + An obsession with terminator = This...

Blogger... and Vlogger.

2009-07-05T06:20:00.000-07:00

This is my personal blog.
You gotta jump onto You Tube, though, to see Vlog.
Oh... and by the way. I need more subscribers, so... subscribe! Thanks.

This is my first Vlog. for the others, go to www.youtube.com/sgste

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=I3lscOjlEto

If you like, then comment, rate and subscribe... (I know... cheesy)

LOL
Sgste

TransFormers 2 ROTF

2009-06-24T01:36:00.000-07:00

Every time I see ROTF... I have to stop thinking of Roll On The Floor and start thinking Revenge Of The Fallen.

I went to see the film yesterday, and it was... how do you say it...

WEIRD!!! It was a very good film and the stunts and action was mega...

But to me, it didn't seem like a movie... It seemed more like an episode of a TV show... just it lasted two and a half hours.

The parents and the twins (Skidz and Mudflap) were really annoying and only sometimes were they entertaining.

!!!SPOILER ON ITS WAY!!!

Optimus Prime died far too soon and without a long enough moment for us to take in his death. Although the mourning ceremony afterward did take far too long. Sheesh.

!!!SPOILER OVER!!!

So in the end, I believe that the film deserves a 3.5 star rating. END OF.

Filming my movie!

2009-06-15T01:53:00.000-07:00

FIRST FILMING SESSION TOMORROW!!! YAY!!!

I cannot wait until the filming starts.

Most of the movie projects I start end up on the floor or pushed under something and left for dead.
Why?
Because I come up with too many ideas too quickly.

But this time... I decided to stick to my guns and fight this one out to the end.

(gutted on the fact that this will be the hardest project yet! LOL!)

I have a strong feeling that this one is gonna go a long way...

I just hope that it is finished before summer is.

And if not... I hope no-one will be too busy to continue...

But if they are... there's always NEXT summer! LOL!

Byeeeee!

Blood.

2009-06-11T00:36:00.001-07:00

Hey.

I've not much to say.

Just that-

1. My first script is finished.

2. I sliced a chunk out of my finger yesterday before lunch and it is STILL bleeding.

That's over 12 hours of non stop bleeding. I had to put a plaster on, but now it's pretty much ALL red.

grr.

2009-06-10T09:16:00.000-07:00

Alright!

I got most of me cast, and half of my first episode done! w00t!

CAN'T WAIT!

I just gotta hope my cast is DEDICATED.

If not, we're in trouble!

OK... that's it.

for now...

2009-06-09T06:39:00.000-07:00

ALL EXAMS ARE FINISHED!
except science, but
THAT'S NOT AN EXAM!!!!!!
but i still have to revise, but
THAT'S NOT IMPORTANT!!!!!!

Now I can prepare for my cool 24 movie thingy!

BUT I still need some leads!!!

I shall talk to some people and get some replies...

As a director, I shouldn't star in my own film...

But Leonard Nimoy starred is one of the STAR TREK films even though HE was the director!

AND A MAIN CHARACTER!

So, I guess I will star in it!

I would probably be agent's 2 or 3... 'cos they're not in quite so many as agent 1.

Or I could be a sub-character, like the vice president. very cool.

KK, gotta go prepare... BYEEEEE!

ONE EXAM and 24 idea!

2009-06-05T01:23:00.001-07:00

ONE EXAM LEFT...

well... two...

but Physics doesn't count because...

1. It's a module, NOT an exam.
2. It's multiple choice.
3. It lasts half an hour at least!

Therefore, GRAPHICS is my last exam...

And after Monday, I CAN START MOVIE MAKING AGAIN!!! w00t!

I am ready to start my 24 script! YEAH!

It is absolutely awesome AND a lot of my class have decided to star in it.

It will be hard getting them in one place at 24 diff occasions, but I think it is possible.

It just depends on how determined you are.

And BOY am I determined!

I have example clips on YouTube.

Here is my best one, and yes... music WAS done by me... except the credits.

Can't wait to do this! w00t!

OK... BYE! OH YEAH! The video! Sorry... here's the URL

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rF-ynByGcOk

the revision song...

2009-05-28T06:09:00.000-07:00

(sing to the theme of 'The Great Escape)

Revision...

I hate revision...

But someday, I'll look back on revision...

And say revision...

Thank you, revision...

If not, then oh well, I tried...

I'm bored... I got too much revision...

I got a lot to look forward to. The days do not pass fast enough!

I had a '24' marathon on Monday.

17 hours of non-stop 24 action! Season 6 is mega!

other than that, and the 'arts academy' practice I did earlier, not much else has been fun.

Just revision! GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!

Oh well.

I wanna make movies, but I can't until ALL my exams are over... NOOOOO!

That doesn't include my science module, though! yay...

sys... see ya soon

Sgste

2009-05-18T13:59:00.000-07:00

Sorry for the time lag...

I've just been REALLY busy with revision, as I have now finished school, and am revising for my VERY last exams... w00t!

I have just finished my maths paper 1, and will have English Literature tomorrow.

...

yeah...

I have been revising for most of this afternoon and am now having a break.

...

yay...

I've been making more movies... in case your interested...

http://www.youtube.com/user/sgste

This is the page with all my vids on it...

Please comment and rate.

Thanx...

Well...

That's about all from me.

so... I guess this is goodbye...

bye.

2009-04-07T02:55:00.000-07:00

I have just ordered a new game from Amazon.

It's called 'The Movies' and I can'y wait for it to arrive.

It's like 'roller coaster tycoon' meets hollywood, with a little bit of 'the sims' too.

When I recieve it, I will see if I can start making my own movies and filming them to put onto YouTube or something!

Talking 'bout movies through gameplay... I have been making some Gmod movies recently... here are some links...

My very first movie (2 parter)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zSemujXokNw

A new storyline! (2 parter)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=exZobmNHfL8

A video game trailer.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yBFh3w0YGQ0&feature=channel

watch 'em and tell me what you think!
Sgste

2009-03-13T11:07:00.000-07:00

I haven't written in a while.
So I'll give you the lowdown of good and bad points happening to me so far...

Good things...
1. I have almost finished my STARGATE collection. Soon, I can start my animation.

2. I FINALLY have my own laptop! YES! Now I can play on Gmod without my stupid sisters kicking me off the computer! YeeHaa!

3. I've written my own piece of music! Soon, When it's ready, I'm gonna record it and put it on YouTube (my username is sgste, check out my other vids!)

And now... the bad...

1. (almost) Everyone in school is obsessed with a book called TWILIGHT, which I personally think looks a bit dodgy. Everywhere go it's...
Twilight This! or Twilight That! or Read Twilight Or Else! ... *sigh*

2. I want to start animating again... but my video camera broke... NOOOOOOOO!

3. One of the characters I need to finish my STARGATE collection is completely out of stock EVERYWHERE!!!
(oh... and I dont wanna end up spendin' over £100 just for one figure. sheesh!

4. No offence to anyone out there, but I seem to attract people with disabilities. maybe thats my calling? I dunno... but when some of them try to hang out with you 24/7 and leave you NO room WHATSOEVER for personal time, it gets a little old.

5. I'm lonely. I don't really hang out with my family loads, and when I hang out with friends, they start to seem a little like they dont want to be near me. Like they're only talking to me cos I started the convo with them. Maybe Its just me...

Well... thats it... Watch my vids... here's a preview of one of 'em.
Byeee...