I've been so inspired to do stuff lately! :D
On Saturday, I'm going into town (church street) to do a performance with a friends church. We're going to do a mime sketch. It rocks... like... seriously... really cool.
Also, last Sunday, I was given the whole plot, twists and all, for a movie! :D
I want to perform it, but there's a lot of stuff that needs to be prepared and set up and stuff... so hopes up on that... ^_^
Thirdly, I'd been trying to plan a plot for a new story. I had ideas and back stories, but no plot. It was driving me CRAZY! >.<
But then it just came to me (while I was walking to see my [possible] future producer for the above mentioned film)
So yerr... lots to do, lots to do. ^_^
YAY!
Finally... I have finally decided to tell my parents about mah GF...
Dunno how that'll go... we're nearing the beginning of our fourth month now...
Am trusting God to give me the perfect opportunity... ^_^"
I'm very nervous...
Friday, 30 July 2010
Monday, 26 July 2010
Thank you, Lord...
'Create in me a clean heart, oh God, and renew a right spirit within me.
Cast me not away from thy presence, oh Lord. Take not thy Holy Spirit from me.
Restore unto me the joy of your salvation and renew a right spirit within me.'
- Psalm 51 (sung by Keith Green. written by King David)
God has forgiven me... He's brought me closer to Him...
and He has brought her closer to Him also.
Now, we want to put Him first... ^__^ ♥
Cast me not away from thy presence, oh Lord. Take not thy Holy Spirit from me.
Restore unto me the joy of your salvation and renew a right spirit within me.'
- Psalm 51 (sung by Keith Green. written by King David)
God has forgiven me... He's brought me closer to Him...
and He has brought her closer to Him also.
Now, we want to put Him first... ^__^ ♥
Sunday, 25 July 2010
I'm a monster...
I'm a horrible monster...
I was so wrapped up in my writing... so wrapped up in making her feel good... I didn't notice it.
And now, I'm worried...
She contacted me, telling me that we've gone too far.
But she's giving me a second chance, thank our Holy God who has looked at what I have become!
I'm sorry, God! I'm so sorry! What have I done?
I've taken your sacred act and have estranged it... I've made it public and worse, I've shamed her!
Lord, you know the sincerity of my heart is more than words can describe...
Please, Lord God... save me...
And Lord God... let this work... let me and her remain just as close without needing to kiss and touch as we have done in the past
I know it was only writing, but it's just the same... whether written or real...
I have sinned...
and only you can save me...
>.<
please...
I was so wrapped up in my writing... so wrapped up in making her feel good... I didn't notice it.
And now, I'm worried...
She contacted me, telling me that we've gone too far.
But she's giving me a second chance, thank our Holy God who has looked at what I have become!
I'm sorry, God! I'm so sorry! What have I done?
I've taken your sacred act and have estranged it... I've made it public and worse, I've shamed her!
Lord, you know the sincerity of my heart is more than words can describe...
Please, Lord God... save me...
And Lord God... let this work... let me and her remain just as close without needing to kiss and touch as we have done in the past
I know it was only writing, but it's just the same... whether written or real...
I have sinned...
and only you can save me...
>.<
please...
Saturday, 24 July 2010
Late night? Don't think so...
...
okay... so I went to bed at 8.00am
xD
I don't care... I was wide awake the whole time, and hanging with my dearly beloved!
... let me see how it went...
She came online at... 1.00am maybe?
We spent the first few hours playing crazy games. ^_^
Okay... I know they're obsessive, addictive and stuff... but their not THAT addictive that you play them for 4 hours! xD
So yerr! :/
At one point during this drawing game, it was just me and her alone...
So we decided to write each other little messages! ^__^
It was awesome... until some random people appeared who we didn't know...
And I left a message for my girl whilst they watched. >.<
It was OK though...
After we left the gaming (at about 5.00am!!! FOUR HOURS!) We had a little technical problems... And at 4.30, we shared our love fests.
It was about 5.50 when we started to write a 'mini' epic. ^_^
Lasted 'til about 7.00am and was amaziiing!
(not our best... but still as exciting!)
...
and then we just spent that last half hour or so with 'intense' love fest. ;)
...
It was all worth it though... and wouldn't trade any of it for the world... ^_^
...
well...
maybe I would have spent less time playing that stupid game. xD xD xD
okay... so I went to bed at 8.00am
xD
I don't care... I was wide awake the whole time, and hanging with my dearly beloved!
... let me see how it went...
She came online at... 1.00am maybe?
We spent the first few hours playing crazy games. ^_^
Okay... I know they're obsessive, addictive and stuff... but their not THAT addictive that you play them for 4 hours! xD
So yerr! :/
At one point during this drawing game, it was just me and her alone...
So we decided to write each other little messages! ^__^
It was awesome... until some random people appeared who we didn't know...
And I left a message for my girl whilst they watched. >.<
It was OK though...
After we left the gaming (at about 5.00am!!! FOUR HOURS!) We had a little technical problems... And at 4.30, we shared our love fests.
It was about 5.50 when we started to write a 'mini' epic. ^_^
Lasted 'til about 7.00am and was amaziiing!
(not our best... but still as exciting!)
...
and then we just spent that last half hour or so with 'intense' love fest. ;)
...
It was all worth it though... and wouldn't trade any of it for the world... ^_^
...
well...
maybe I would have spent less time playing that stupid game. xD xD xD
Wednesday, 21 July 2010
OZMIFLIPPIN' GOOSHUMZ
ooooooohh my... :P
I'm in love, we all know...
But now?
I guess there's two kinds of love.
Spiritual
and
Physical
Well, my spiritual love for her has well destroyed my love-o-meter.
And now, I think my physical love-o-meter has also hit the roof.
^____^
I never knew I could sit alone with her and write such a thing!
...
don't you dare even think of asking to read it, sister Mayers. ;P
I'm in love, we all know...
But now?
I guess there's two kinds of love.
Spiritual
and
Physical
Well, my spiritual love for her has well destroyed my love-o-meter.
And now, I think my physical love-o-meter has also hit the roof.
^____^
I never knew I could sit alone with her and write such a thing!
...
don't you dare even think of asking to read it, sister Mayers. ;P
Friday, 16 July 2010
BAAACK!
Can't be bothered going over why I was gone for three days...
So lets not dwell in the past...
I'm back, and no-one can stop me...
go on...
...
I dare you.
So lets not dwell in the past...
I'm back, and no-one can stop me...
go on...
...
I dare you.
Thursday, 8 July 2010
Midnight revelation
At exactly midnight, I had a spiritual revelation.
I got up and wrote it down immediately.
Now, am sharing it...
People tend to say, 'God watches you when you sin.'
It's to make you feel guilt, but it's not exactly true.
The Bible tells us that God cannot look at sin.
As Jesus, His own son, died on the cross, and ALL the sins of the world, past present and future were placed on him, God had no choice but to turn away.
(hence the phrase, 'My God. My God. Why have you forsaken me?')
So when you sin, God isn't perving and staring at you, making you feel the guilt...
nope...
He's turned His back on you. Because you, in turn, have turned your back on Him.
And that's when you lose His protection.
That's why the Devil takes his chances.
That's why things start to go wrong.
And until we accept God back and apologize for what we've done...
...
And so I leave you with the lyrics to a beautiful Ray Boltz song...
... to make you think...
'Do You still feel the nails,
Every time I fail?
Do you hear the crowd cry 'crucify' again?
Am I causing you pain?
I know I've got to change!
Because I just can't bare the thought of hurting You.'
I got up and wrote it down immediately.
Now, am sharing it...
People tend to say, 'God watches you when you sin.'
It's to make you feel guilt, but it's not exactly true.
The Bible tells us that God cannot look at sin.
As Jesus, His own son, died on the cross, and ALL the sins of the world, past present and future were placed on him, God had no choice but to turn away.
(hence the phrase, 'My God. My God. Why have you forsaken me?')
So when you sin, God isn't perving and staring at you, making you feel the guilt...
nope...
He's turned His back on you. Because you, in turn, have turned your back on Him.
And that's when you lose His protection.
That's why the Devil takes his chances.
That's why things start to go wrong.
And until we accept God back and apologize for what we've done...
...
And so I leave you with the lyrics to a beautiful Ray Boltz song...
... to make you think...
'Do You still feel the nails,
Every time I fail?
Do you hear the crowd cry 'crucify' again?
Am I causing you pain?
I know I've got to change!
Because I just can't bare the thought of hurting You.'
Monday, 5 July 2010
Berfdee and Literature stuffz...
Like... omigosh...
It's mah berfdee... And last night (at 12.00am) I screamed at whoever I was typing to.
'ITS MY BIRTHDAAAYYY!!!!'
Which probably wasn't the best idea, since we were writing an intense love scene.
I mean seriously... this was INTENSE.
Had you read my last one, you'd have thought,
'Holy cow... that is intense!'
Then reading this one, you'd think,
'HOLY HANNAH! *slapz* these two must REALLY love each other!'
But it's truueee!!! I do love her!
I love her with ALL my heart! And I'm afraid God's gonna have to share my soul with her. ^____^
♥ ♥ ♥
The first best thing that ever happened to me, was that I was saved.
But running VERY close, is the fact that I found her! ^___^
Love you!!! ♥
It's mah berfdee... And last night (at 12.00am) I screamed at whoever I was typing to.
'ITS MY BIRTHDAAAYYY!!!!'
Which probably wasn't the best idea, since we were writing an intense love scene.
I mean seriously... this was INTENSE.
Had you read my last one, you'd have thought,
'Holy cow... that is intense!'
Then reading this one, you'd think,
'HOLY HANNAH! *slapz* these two must REALLY love each other!'
But it's truueee!!! I do love her!
I love her with ALL my heart! And I'm afraid God's gonna have to share my soul with her. ^____^
♥ ♥ ♥
The first best thing that ever happened to me, was that I was saved.
But running VERY close, is the fact that I found her! ^___^
Love you!!! ♥
Love... ^__________^
Okay! So MONDAY is the day!!! ^_^ ♥ ♥ ♥
No... Monday is NOT my birthday...
No... Monday is NOT the day my story is finished...
No... Monday is NOT independence day...
No... Monday is not... well... actually... it IS a friends birthday...
No... Monday is... well... again, it actually IS today...
But yeh...
MONDAY is the DAY i get to SPEAK to my DEARLY BELOVED! ^_^ ♥ ♥ ♥
From SEVEN until MIDNIGHT!!! That's FIVE HOURS!!!
And hopefully longer, since my birthday begins at midnight, but I don't actually turn seventeen until 1.47am
So yerr... ^_^
LOVE who took me by surprise...
you now take off your wise disguise!
And give to me, a girl so fine,
oh Thank you Lord, for now she's MINE! ♥
^________^
No... Monday is NOT my birthday...
No... Monday is NOT the day my story is finished...
No... Monday is NOT independence day...
No... Monday is not... well... actually... it IS a friends birthday...
No... Monday is... well... again, it actually IS today...
But yeh...
MONDAY is the DAY i get to SPEAK to my DEARLY BELOVED! ^_^ ♥ ♥ ♥
From SEVEN until MIDNIGHT!!! That's FIVE HOURS!!!
And hopefully longer, since my birthday begins at midnight, but I don't actually turn seventeen until 1.47am
So yerr... ^_^
LOVE who took me by surprise...
you now take off your wise disguise!
And give to me, a girl so fine,
oh Thank you Lord, for now she's MINE! ♥
^________^
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